Just want to tell you

We expected this to come sooner or later since the very beginning. You still remember u asked me "Do you know how is it gonna be.? Are you sure this is what you want.?" I say "Yes". I say "even if its just for a few month until the time you are going, ill be glad to be with you." but yes look at us now, we still holding strong we still standing here. Still remember our 1st date.? 1utama, i asked u while im still here at sarawak, n u said YES. =D so few weeks after that im was back home and infront of your apartment picking you up, my 1st impression of you is "you are gorgeous and shy" =P we didnt really talked while we in the car didnt we, smiling at each other and it was akward. =) We reached there and sat down at secret reciepe to have brunch i still remember, theres soo many things to catch up that time, its been like what.? 4 years.? or could be 5.? You told me u were in rough times back in the days, i adore your courage to go through all that. All the stories were magnificient, I never knew life could hit someone that hard, and its one of my 1st promises is to makesure that none of that ever gonna happen again and i'll be there for you whenever and wherever. =* Our relationship taught me a good lesson on not to judge people before knowing them. Okay, back to our 1st date, right after we had brunch at secret reciepe comes the most awesome-est event in my whole life and you know what it is, after that things just turned great. We had done soo many things together, endless miles of road trips, countless pieces of meatballs we ate and thousands of hours just starring at each other speechless. I hope this would never end. I love you.

Always and Always,

SURPRISE!

Hi baby! 

I miss you!! Hehehe, anyways, I told you yesterday that I had a surprise to show you remember? So, as promised, I uploaded the picture here =) I hope you like it.. =) 

P.S- The picture wouldnt go down so yea, it's there on the top.. =p

Always and Always,

I just wanted to tell you that....

I miss you alot since u've been gone,
Since then i always try to occupy my time with something,
For the times that we used to talked to each other..
You know..ive just realizes something, we are actually not in a so called long distance relationship before you took off to London.
We spend most of our time talking to each other, its like being there with you at home all the time eventhough there's south china sea in between us.
It was great huh..Better than now i presume.
But..The 1st time we skype which is today made me realize that it is still great.Everything is better then ever.. To see you smiling with that hyper kid on your lap tells me there is where you belong.
U know u looked really happy u know..and gorgeous than ever.=D
Soo...Dont you worry about me k..and i want u to knw that ill always have your back and ill be there for you when u need me.
If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea, I'll sail the world to find you.
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see, I'll be the light to guide you.
If you toss and turn and you just can't fall asleep I'll sing a song beside you.
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me, Everyday I will remind you.

Always ans Always Love YOU.

LONDON (For the very first time)

Baby, i've been here in Cambourne, Cambridgeshire for almost 2 week plus now, and to tell you the truth, am not totally use to the weather yet. My nose had been giving me problems d for the past few days and my migraine is getting worst. My head feels like it is tearing apart. Huhuhu, i miss you, wish you were here though. Anyways, I've so far been to Cambridge and London only and of course Hatfield (where my Uni is). I've uploaded all the pics I have so far into my Facebook profile so maybe you cld go see the photos there? Coz it is too many to be uploaded here. =p

Anyways, here are some pics of baby Euan Wong (that's his name) =) hehehe

*isnt he adorable? =)*

Anyways, go see the pics on fb yea? =) posted it up d, tagged you on most of it too =) hehehe, skype with you soon k baby? I love you! Take care and dun stress yourself out k. Just study well and at your own pace.

Love,

Travelling again...

Sayang...!! Im sorry its been awhile since i blogged. How's everything there.? How's Tobey.? I heard he having problems with jealousy huh.? Poor kid. hehehe. How's the newborn baby.? I bet you're more excited than her mum huh. =P Ull be a great mom someday. ;) Since you been gone this couple of weeks im finding things to do to occupied my time, since you gone there's a big gap in my daily life. Everything i do reminds me of you, eventhough we are already in a long distance relationship before you go to UK but its harder now. I had called d company few days after you go, they sent me to Miri with few other guys. We visited 3 vessel's that have been dry docked for maintainance purposes, and a new build vessel. We never knew we r going to do some dirty works that day, lucky i packed d right clothe for the job. So here's some picture for your updates.

Look baby..its phua chu kang. I laugh at my self constantly everytime i look at this picture. hahaha. =P

This is d new build vessel which still under construction. Not soo big huh.

After awhile we were really-really exhausted. (This is all d guys, on my left hand side is my physics lecturer..she decided to come and join us..Not a very wise decision. =P)

This is your baby working. (i should check all d cargo holds but decided to stop and pose to d camera.)

The sour face.

The guys.

A candid photo. I LIKEEEEE...

Puarasu all dirty and look at me clean as a whistle.

Realizes they taking pictures.

Im soo not good at faking. Im tired, i cant help it.

You see the land on the other side.? That's Brunei. (we are at the border)

Messing with d captains room.

All the guys back there is engineers i could just ask them to read d reading for me but since im hardworking i do it my self. =P YAY..!!

Spot me sayang..!!!

From the atwardship to the fore part of the vessel.

This also they want take picture.

This is what i did as soon as i reached d hotel for 3 hours.

Briefing room.

Miri got nice cars. ;)

Puarasu messing with a beat up car infront of the lobby.

Look how happy he is.

He's really-really happy.

He's super happy i tell you...!!

Now he just gone overboard. =P

Checking out.

I miss you sayang,
I want some updates from you too.
Always and always love you,

Vows

Just wanna show u how much u mean to me, how much i love you, how much u are worth, how great you are, how wonderful my life has been when u come and what a great way to show it to you other than writing u a vow. =D
I Amirol Redza Nazarudin will love you till the day the earth collapes, the sun fall off the sky and until the moon stop glowing. I promise i will never cheat or do something to hurt u physically and mentally. I promise to love you without reservation, comfort you in times of distress, encourage you to achieve all of your goals, laugh with you and cry with you, grow with you in mind and spirit, always be open and honest with you, and cherish you for as long as we both shall live. I promise to love you faithfully, to care for you and to cherish you, to provide you with support and everything that you need, to respect and honor you. All my days left to me, I vow to spend them all loving you.

will Always And Always be yours,

MY VOW TO YOU.

Baby, this was our 'little' project and so, I've written this for you.

I, Alvina Tai Wen Ling, vow to be by your side for better or for worse, through rain and shine and in sickness and health. I vow to never leave you or forsake you in times of trouble.

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Those are the kind of words, a vow always have but as for my vow to you, I want you to know, that you've always been there for me, when I'm unhappy, when I lack the confidence that I need, when I needed a shoulder to cry on and depend on, you were always there for me, and now, I want to be there for you, for as long as we're together. I vow to never leave you in times when you need me the most. I will do my very best to be there for you despite the distance we have between us.

I will care for you and love you even though we're far apart. I know that this road we're taking, is not an easy path but one with loads and loads of obstacles but I am willing to take the risk and go through it hand in hand with you. And my promise to you, is that I will not let go as you've never let mine go.

And someday, I just wish that our story would be stated as a fairytale with a happy ending. My vow may be a short one, but I want you to know, that I've never been happier ever since you came into my life. Only three simple words could express how I feel about you. I LOVE YOU.

LOVE,

Im really-really sorry.

I had applied to the "last wish foundation" that i want to be with you before you go, but they say im not dying enough to qualified, but i had told them that im "dying" to meet you before you go. Still, i will die slowly as each and every second i spend knowing that the only person that i had really-really talked to everynight has left, thousands of miles away. Im tryning to look at it a glass half full eventhough i know its empty. Im happy that u left for a better future though ;) GO OUT THERE...have fun, enjoy everything there, go out but makesure you do well in your studies..Remember....Its not easy to get you there, mummy do everything she could to send you there...Make her proud. =) I love you apple pie. Have a safe journey there. i promise ill blog summore. =*

Alaways and Always,

"The" Wedding. =)

"http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=116298655095432&ref=mf"

Something is wrong

Sometimes i felt that something is not right, but i never seems to know what. I felt agitated all d time, my friend says im being a girl, so its just a phase and its normal to have mood swings. well HAHAHA, seriously its not funny. Everything i did seems never right, i prefer to be alone rather then go out and enjoy eventhough its Hari Raya. I feel like im missing something, i wonder what is it.? Usually during Hari Raya eve the smell of cooked rendang and lemang use to linger arround the house. My little sister running arround the house refusing to go to bedcoz tomorrow raya d. The next morning i would salam my parents and seek for forgiveness. Tears would run from my moms eyes and she would hug each and everyone of us telling shes forgive us and she apologize for what she did to, and that is the only time i got to hug my dad. I guess i miss all of that. Its not all about raya sayang. I feel that ive started to loose everything in my life, no more raya, u will b going to UK soon, all of my closest friends seems slowly forgetting me, my dad selling off the car =P (which i dont mind since you going so i might not gonna jalan-jalan like i used to) i guess life is getting tougher and tougher for me. I really hope all of this is worth the sacrifice because i cant afford to loose anything anymore, especially u missy, dont u migrate to UK and leave me here. IM WAITING FOR YOU, come back as soon as u're done sayang. =)

Thats all for now,
I promise ill blog again soon.
Always and Always,

The Day You Left.

My dearest,

You left two days ago to continue your term at the academy and I'm slowly adapting to you not being around me. I miss you so much. You've made me very happy this past holiday that you came home. The birthday surprise, the movies we've watched, the time we spent together and the flowers that you surprised me with. I love every single bit of it.

I've not been feeling very well these few days. Headaches, nose block, sore throat and cough. Sigh. The best part was my headache only occurs on the left part of my head. Hmm, and as you know, I'm back at Penang. No plans whatsoever yet but my dad told me that we'd go get some clothes to be used at UK during the winter and he'd be bringing me to 'Tao' a restaurant here as they're having A'la Carte buffet. My stepmum told my dad to bring me only because they entire family can't eat so much so it would be a waste of money if they were to go, so yea. Buffet here I come. =p My dad told me that they have Abalone, sharksfin, oysters and etc. Yum, yum.... =p

Baby, I hope you'd do well in your studies to make your parents and I proud of you. And like you say, it's for a better future. Use it as a motivation for you to do well ok baby? And always remember, I love you. I love you. I love you.

Brother without the "r"

Hey gorgeous,
Even how long we postpone my flight back, i know we will never have enough time to catch up after 4 years being apart.
I still think that its not fair that god only gave us such little time to spend together before you have to go.
Honestly in my heart i always have the feeling that you will not pursue your studies to London.
From time to time i always tell myself that you will not go.
It makes me feel safe, calm, and happy knowing that you will be here.
Eventhough i know in my mind you are going in few months time.
Im happy that you are pursuing your dreams, i know you always wanted to go there.
Seeing you happy somehow makes me feel happy too.
=) your smile always puts a smile on my face*
Plus what makes it evenmore worst is at d time you're coming back i will not be here but instead ill be doing my practical for a year.
Total up, it would be 2 years we'll be apart.
As what we had our little talk bout our long distance relationship, always keep in touch no matter what.
E-mails, Skype, I.M's, FB, and especially blogging.
Its all gonna be okay right.?
=*
Hopefully the memories of this 8 months 1 week and 1 day can last for another 2years.
My 1st call after 4 years,
Our 1st date at one utama,
The day i pop the question, =P
Our fav food, MEATBALLS*
Tons of movies that we had watched,
Dinner,
Ur Christmas present,
My 1st time ever buying flowers,
Everything in that 8 months 1 week and 1 day really means alot to me darling.
And i know no matter what i wont 4get any of it and i hope u wont too.
I want you to know that im really-really-really happy with you.
I love you more than u could ever think of.

Thats all for now....ill blog more again k.
Promise*

Always and Always love you.

Baby...

I've read the posts that you've recently posted and I'm really grateful that you support my decisions and is willing to wait for me to be back.Thank you baby. And yes, Paramore's 'The Only Exception' is now officially our song. =) I love you.

Surprise package.

Amirol, there's a parcel for you at d office.

=)

Thanks to Alvina Tai Wen Ling for making the effort to make my b'day less dull.
=*

Always and Always love you,

Could this be our song baby.?

Everytime i hear this song i remembered i was singing it in the car with you.
Puts a smile on my face.
=)

Update.

Hey Gorgeous,
Its been awhile since i blog sumthing.
Anyway, its been a week and 2 days since we last met.
And there's still a question mark on when we're gonna meet again.
I'm trying all my best to find the opportunity and time to go back before u leave.
I'm glad you're chasing your dreams baby, opportunity like that usually comes once in a lifetime.
I'm happy for you despite you are going.
Yea, it's gonna be sad, we been through alot.
=)
Plus, for the whole 2 months of break that i had, i only went out with u oooo...
hehehe.
No more hangout buddy,
No more best friend,
No more ears to listen to all d crap that i'm not satisfied about,
No more midnight calls.
I'm willling to sacrifice all that and wait for you here for us to have a better future.
I'm not gonna make it hard for you,
I'm not gonna stop you.
I promise ill wait,
I promise ill give you the motivation you need,
I promise ill be there for you,
Just come back home as i'm gonna miss you very much.

I will always and always love you.

From The Day You Left...

My dearest,

It has been 5 days since you left and I've already miss you soo much. For the past 1 and a half month, you have made me sooo happy despite the fact that there were times when we fought and quarreled till it almost cost us our relationship, but yeah, I was happy. I am happy because i realize that I got you with me. You're always there for me, even when I'm down or when I'm upset. You're the greatest boyfriend a girl could ever ask for and I'm glad that you're mine. Thank you baby.
I Love You.

Love,
Vivi.

BUMP!

Baby...the whole night when I was sleeping, I was scratching my wrist a lot, then this was what I saw this morning...look how swollen it is...there's a bump! plus its pink! Itchy and swollen! Haiz...

JUST WANTED TO SAY...

I LOVE YOU ...

LOVE,
VIVI.

My new sweet baby - Zachary!

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