Im really-really sorry.

I had applied to the "last wish foundation" that i want to be with you before you go, but they say im not dying enough to qualified, but i had told them that im "dying" to meet you before you go. Still, i will die slowly as each and every second i spend knowing that the only person that i had really-really talked to everynight has left, thousands of miles away. Im tryning to look at it a glass half full eventhough i know its empty. Im happy that u left for a better future though ;) GO OUT THERE...have fun, enjoy everything there, go out but makesure you do well in your studies..Remember....Its not easy to get you there, mummy do everything she could to send you there...Make her proud. =) I love you apple pie. Have a safe journey there. i promise ill blog summore. =*

Alaways and Always,